Ramblings on!

You know I was just thinking about my world and how up and down it has been this past year (2008 for the cornfused). We have had two miscarriages, bought a house, got into a fight with our HOA( did you know they have lawyers), Lost pretty much all my 401K (nonmatchin) and Well lost my job. Of course we had more ups than buying a house, we had two great General Conferences sessions, had three great baseball seasons, well really two but one played fall ball as well, we all had birthdays, we made some new friends and got closer to old ones, got clean in some of our past relationships and found support from those who were most likley not to be the ones we'd ask (hmm).
So here we are January 5 (well 6th now) 2009 and I am choosing soem frustration with the job search and you cant get through to unemployment to find out what I screwed up and I know I screwed up cause I havent gotten paid yet. Sometimes it feels like (somebodys watchin me, I caint get no privacy, wo oh oh) it just gets better every day and the hits just keep on comin! Oh yeah I do have a PT job, I am wrenchin on bikes at Dicks Sporting Goods. Its fun but cant pay the bills withthose shillings. I almost quit about 3 times (maybe 4) and I kept renigging on myself. I am glad I did. I am sure this was part of Gods plan for me.
I am excited for the new year and look forward to the challenges, the trials, the blessings and the accomplishment of goals. Some of those goals are as follows:

Lose 50# and get healthy

Learn how to Budget our money sos I can get some of my 401 back and maybe actually go on a honeymoon (5 years later).

Ensure that my family is prepared spiritually but holding family scripture study nightly.

Go back to school, focus on the Green Initiative (renewable energy and sources) so I can leave something great on this earth for my children and yours.

Put into motion the business of SC Kitchen Solutions.

Enroll my loved ones into the life long Journey in March of 2009.

Stretch myself even when nones looking or making me.

Be the best me I can be. Give the best of you to the world and the world will give back the best to you.

So I have declared some these goals and I will have them manifest in my life.